background music: I will survive; gloria geynor

Jadi Alhamdulillah, exam week dah start. Kuliah pun semua dah habis. InsyaAllah akan final exam mulai 13 Mei ni. Start-start dengan Classroom and Behaviour Management teruih haha. Next paper esoknye Teaching Listening and Speaking Skills, esoknye lagi Songs and Poetry dengan Teaching Reading and Vocabulary. Hah ambik. 13, 14, 15 berderet. Ni first time final exam tanpe gap. Pengsan. Last paper which is Science (minor subject for us, TESLian Cohort 2) is on May 20, yakni 5 hari kemudian. Hahahahaha. Kemain gapnye. 

Allah, idk why is it so difficult for me to focus on doing my revision this semester. I always end up doing sth else whenever I open my book. It happened again this evening when I was reading CM (it's just for 5 minutes if you want me to be honest). I suddenly got up from my seat and started cleaning my room crazily, like seriously guys, of all times, I chose to clean my room in the middle of doing my revision. 

Oh, further prove of my lack-of-attention-span-on-books: this post.

There's someone that I really, really, really want to meet now.

Allahurabbi, my heart aches so much everytime I think about this.

nah, selca. haha.

idek y did i blog this like it's not really important and i know no one will read this but harhar blog it anyways

Exo-M had a weibo chat with fans this evening and there's this one convo between Lay and a fan that attracts my attention the most:

Fan: Lord Xing, I love your dimples.
Lay: Thank you all, I like all of you too.

ADSHJKPLAMWRTQHJLP STahp k that's LIKE THE THING THAT I WANT TO TELL HIM THE MOST DSHJKPLAMHWTQOPLAMDGTHHYYYYY WHEN wiLL I Get the chnace to tell him thAT i really really really really love his dimple like you know when he smiles and the dimples start to show THAT'S THE MOST ATTRACTIVE THING EVAHHHHHHHH NO YOU DON'T KNOW HOW DOES IT FEEL LIKE SOBSSSSS his DIMple is MAGICAL okay M TO THE A TO THE G TO THE I C A L T_______T

Hi my iPod has a name. Its name is Chen. Because I love my iPod as much as I love ChenChen. Yes //that// much T_T

//that// much means SO much okay you feel me

Semoga kuat.

"Do you ever wonder why often you can’t have the things you want most? Perhaps if you got them in this life, they would distract you from Him. Perhaps He withholds some things that you love in this life to keep your heart from being distracted…and then gives those things to you in the next. Forever."

-Yasmin Mogahed

nov 16 yeahh

I really had a great time went out with Mu'minah and Sarah today. Too bad Jannah and Ema can't join us :( It would be so much better if they're here too ugh :(

Btw we had a short catching-up session at KFC this morning lulz since we didn't meet for months already (sarah lah, mu'minah jumpa tetiap hari dah kat tempat blaja sane hahaha k). It just felt right to hear their stupid jokes and convo again. Sobs. Went to karaoke with Sarah after Mu'minah decided to leave at 3 harhar. We sang 6 songs including our must-have-song-for-karaoke which is lmao Simple Plan's Your Love Is a Lie. OUR THROAAAAAAAT ;_; LOL. Namun segalanya tidak terhenti disitu. We found ourselves standing at the counter of that karaoke place  again after 5 minutes bcs dude one does not simply stop after 6 songs. Not enough man not enough. So we went in again for another 4 songs harhar. Sabar je lah dengan perangai sendiri.