.

Circus.

2012-01-27T21:07:00.000-08:00

“That’s how it is in this life, you know.” Ryeowook looked up at him through eyes, thick with dark and smoky make-up. He gave him a smile that bordered on condescending. “Sometimes, we think people will catch us, but they don’t. After a while, you just learn how to fall gracefully.”

-Never Believe, It's Not So (Frances)

rolls in bliss hewhew

2012-01-23T08:04:00.000-08:00

dsjkpcdsjkplckplmawjsckp guise believe it or not, I got a reply from Sungjin /sobs into hands/ Was just randomnly sent him a tweet last few days after seeing him posted a selca, lol never thought my Hyun-Bin-tweet would make him that happy until he made a move to reply to it rofl. It's either no one ever tell him about his face looks a bit similar to Hyun Bin or he's just too tired of receiving the same compliment from people hurr. But I guess it's the first one rofl.

Whatever, I am a happy unicorn. My crush replied to my tweet /dances/ Will just read his reply for the nth time and going dsjkplmdsjkplmawtyksd all over again n__n

His tweet says ".....thank you 아리가토고자이마스감사합니다" which means ".....thank you arigatougozaimasu kamsahamnida" (It all means "thank you" in english, japanese and korean)

It all started from this selca. Look at his side profile. He does look like Hyun Bin guys. Your argument is invalid.

For those who are wondering, Lee SungJin is the younger brother of Lee SungMin, one of Super Junior's member. And yes, he's still studying and working as the part-time waiter at Kona Beans (which is his mom cafe) atm. He's weird. And cute. Hella cute tbqh. No 1 supporter of his brother. And his english always makes you want to do instant pocketing.

Laporan minggu ini.

2012-01-07T21:22:00.000-08:00

Minggu kedua sebagai pelajar degree. Haha. Semuanya okay, masih boleh trollin antara satu sama lain, tengok movie ramai-ramai tiap-tiap malam, sebelum pukul 11 masing-masing dah terbaring atas katil. Ni awal-awal sem, tunggulah 1-2 minggu lagi. Waktu tetap masuk tidur mesti lebih dari pukul 2 pagi. Tengok je lah.

Minggu lepas pakat ramai-ramai tengok Ombak Rindu (atas desakan Jannah sebab ada Harun Aziz dalam tu haha). Rasanya movie ni salah genre kot. Patutnya die letak bawah genre komedi. Tak tahu mana salahnya, part sedih pun jadi bahan gelak budak-budak ni. Semua bermula dari cara Maya Karin pakai tudung. Lepas tu semuanya jadi kelakar. Dialog-dialog Ombak Rindu secara semberononya jadi bahan mainan pulak lepas tengok cerita tu. Tapi mungkin sebab dah baca novel dia, jadi tak feel mana bila tengok movie. Asyik cari beza versi novel dengan movie je sepanjang tengok D:

Main subject sem ni cuma 2 je; Linguistic dengan Literature. Bunyinya senang, tapi sobs tengok je lah nanti. Mesti pecah kepala jugak ni, esp Linguistic tu :(

Masuk hari ni dah seminggu tak ambik tahu pasal fandom haha. Mood hilang sejak kena balik sini hurhur. Takpelah, tunggu 2-3 hari lagi. Ambik feel dulu hihihihi.

Is it normal to miss your bias /this/ much? Idk, it's kinda embarrassing but lol I suddenly cried last two evenings when I remembered duckface. I miss him so much, like so much idk how to describe it :( I.....just ignored him for 1 week tho. Wonder how it'll be later if he goes on to the army for 2 years ;_;

sigh

2012-01-04T04:46:00.000-08:00

I miss duckface :(

Happy New Year!

2012-01-01T01:07:00.000-08:00

Happy 2012! (hey guise we're gonna die soon. lol jk)

haha idek what did I do in 2011. All I remember is exam, legit depression in the first 6 months of 2011 because I was chosen as the class' PKU, Acu and Jo's troll faces bouncing in my bed while singing 'Selamat Hari Jadi Najihah' on my birthday, being convinced that my tutor actually hates me, crying over my sad life every Wednesday because of tennis practise, and oh, being a hyperactive derp on Jungsoo's birthday. Yes, yes. Pretty much like that.

Idk, I don't think 2011 is that osm for me. But yeah, thank God for whatever happening last year (yes last year, because it's frickin 12.40AM now. January 1, 2012) I managed to survive until today :'> Honestly, I think the most wonderful thing that was happening to me in 2011 is meeting the bbs last March. It's like a dream came true, can't be forgotten for the rest of my life. Sigh, I want to relive those moments.

hurhurr have no new year resolution. Enough with my harapan to be a good daughter and a productive student this 2012. And hewhew may the year of 2012 bring loooooooooots of success to SJ (hope they won't stop promoting T^T) Happy New Year once again everyone!

side note:
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 27TH BIRTHDAY LEE SUNGMIN! Bunny Ming, stay healthy and cute! i lob you!

Wings of Love

2011-12-21T06:31:00.000-08:00

It's been 2 years,
insisted of being myself, I am Han Geng.
In the far future, you're always be in my heart and will always be included in my dreams.
I love you!
-translation from HanGeng's weibo update (Dec 21)

How time flies. It's already been 2 years since he left. I remember how devastated I was when he made a desicion to put an end to everything 2 years ago. Idk who's that 'you' in his latest entry but I'm kinda sure he's referring to his other 14 brothers. It's great to see and know that he still remember about them. I don't want to write sth like 'I hope he come back or I'll wait for him forever' yadda yadda because let's just be honest to ourselves, we know it won't happen. The chances for him to be back with us is just 1.0%? idk. Let's just hope the best for him as he looks so happy with what he's doing now.

Remember that we'll never leave your side, Geng. No matter where you are and who you are now. Because you're still our Chinese man Hankyung that we know 6 years ago.

shupershtahhh

2011-12-21T05:59:00.000-08:00

Mom : *comes into my room and sits beside me in my bed*
Ahhh Super Junior *points to my Boys In City Photobook*
Me : Hehe yeah.
Mom : Is this what you bought the other day?
Me : *nods nods*
Mom : Keep it carefully then so that you can show all these stuff to your children later *grins*

My mom, guys.

that's how things go

2011-12-08T03:31:00.000-08:00

Because that's live. No matter how much you want to see that person in your life, even just for once or just for a freaking second, if it's not meant to be, so you won't. You won't meet them.

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.

2011-12-05T07:53:00.000-08:00

things are never gonna be the same again.

I was a bit hesitated whether to stream Sukira or not tonight because I'm pretty sure what is going to happen if I do but after 5 minutes the prog started, I decided to just face it and try my hardest to cherish the last moment of the two DJs.

I can already feel the lump in my throat when they played the first song for tonight which is Memories (yeah, of all songs ;_;) but then I just ignored it since they looked so happy and their faces were all like 8DDD fooling with each other and all. They spent most of the 2 hours talking and reliving what had happened in these last 5 years and 3 months. From the very first day they started DJ-ing until today. Everything went smoothly until they played Tablo's No Tomorrow and I suddenly saw Hyukjae sobbing beside Jungsoo. He obviously can't control his emotions any longer when Jungsoo finally gave his goodbye kiss to the listeners. Their last goodbye kiss. From that moment onward I started shedding tears as the sight of Hyukjae with his head bending low on the table is so heartbreaking. Idk, he stayed in that position for quite a while until at one point, the staffs and Donghae (who happened to be at the studio too today) came in and consoled him to stop crying. lol at the amount of tears that I shed when the screen showed the empty seats after the prog finished and when I started to realise that there's no more EunTeuk DJ banner at the back like before.

It took me a while to close the Sukira tab when it finished although there's nothing more at the screen. Idk, I....just can't believe it's already over. If Sukira's a child, we were the ones who watched this child grow. It's painful to see how this child being passed to someone else's hands now. I know it's even harder for the 2 DJs to accept this as Sukira hold a great meaning for them; they started DJ-ing a few months after their debut which is on 2005. This is a place that they go for every weekdays from 10 to 12, a place where they share everything that can't be told in broadcast shows, a place that they can be their true self.

I know I'm not there since the beginning but after 3 years knowing them, streaming Sukira have become like........my routine for every weeks. It's those time when I can really feel their existance. How is their days at that side of the world, tired or not, their schedules, the stories about their fellow brothers etc. The feel is like listening to two normal peole that are trying their best to cherish every moment with their listeners, not as the superstar and well known members of Super Junior. It's weird how their voices can easily change some of my days that wasn't at their best to be better.

They're too many things that I'll miss tbh. I can already expect this gonna happen as they said they wanted to take a short break 2 weeks ago. I know it's not going to be that 'short' as they claimed. The announcement of desicion that they made to stop DJ-ing few days ago seriously took me by surprise. It's just too sudden. But afterall I'm glad that Sungmin and Ryeowook are the one who are going to take over their seats after this, not other artists. Let's just hope the slot of 'Super Junior Kiss the Radio' will last forever. And to Leeteuk and Eunhyuk DJs, thank you for these wonderful 5 years and 3 months. Thank you for always accompanying me through the nights. It's great that we've come till this far. One more memory that I could cherish in this fandom. Because Sukira is just..........Sukira. It always has this special place in my heart. Please do come back soon as guests if not as DJ anymore. I know all these feelings won't fade that fast, but it will eventually heal.

The memories which were tearing my heart apart They’re now ripped off the calendar They’re fading as the year goes by I pretend to live forgetting you

Read more at: http://koreajapanmusic.blogspot.com/2011/11/tablo-tomorrow-ft-taeyang-download.html
Don't forget to take out with full credits

the memories which were tearing my heart apart,
they're now ripped off the calendar,
they're fading as the year goes by,
there's no more tomorrow,
till you come back, everyday is yesterday.
-Tablo, No Tomorrow

The day of separation is getting nearer.

2011-12-04T05:13:00.000-08:00

I can feel it.

Sigh

2011-12-01T20:28:00.000-08:00

What is this fuss about MO.A Concert D:

OTL everyone is talking about it. Looks like I need to keep myself away from laptop for a few days. Can't stand to see the amount of updates about the concert /cries/ Guys the groups that are coming are all my favourite ;_; Miss A, B1A4, f(x) and yeah SUPER JUNIOR. MY BOYS ARE IN THE SAME COUNTRY AS ME AND WE'RE BREATHING THE SAME FRIGGIN AIR. WE'RE LIKE FREAKING CLOSE YET SO FAR ADSJKLPMRT IDE. TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO WITH MY LIFE. I want to meet them so bad tsktsk. I don't understand why I didn't buy the tix. What am I thinking at that time D8 Well act I was thinking to save money for SS4 plus there's a rumour that said they probably won't come to Malaysia for this tour. That means I need to go to Singapore if I want to see them once again. So yeah, money man. I need to save money if this is true. But I feel a slight regret for not buying the MO.A tix now. Amani and I made a plan to buy the concert and flight tix few days ago lol. But what to do it's too late now. I'll def go if I were in KL because they give 50% disc now as the tickets are not sold out :( Poor thing I live in Narnia which I need to consider so many things before going. Sigh, my fail life.

btw on a brighter note, I got my Perfection album yesterday! YAY! /dances/ I know I'm a bit late but err......just lemme spazz for this moment.

and yay I got Zhou Mimimimimimi's photocard! Hihi isn't he gorgeous?

I was watching Running Man in my room when mom suddenly shouted from the living room asking me what did I buy this time when she saw Pos Laju at the gate trololol XD Automatically burst out laughing in front of my mom because this is the 3rd/4th time that van came to my house in 2 WEEKS time bwahaha. rofl but no worries, mom understand her daughter very well so she never ban/stop me from buying this kind of stuff. Well my mom is cool n____n

screwed

2011-11-27T07:05:00.000-08:00

Sleeping hour is so messed up since I started my holiday a week ago. tsktsk I planned to take a nap last night due to excessive fatigueness lol so I set my alarm at 9.30 before I went to bed at 8.30. End up woke up at 11.30 because I set my alarm at 9.30.................AM. Good thing I woke up on my own hurr. Supposed to get back to sleep but I killed my time by watching Running Man till 4AM. OTL guise don't watch this variety show after midnight. It's a real torture to hold your laughter because everyone's sleeping and you don't want them to wake up due to your non-stop laughter and giggles and everything. Running Man is scary seriously. IT'S SUPER DAMN HILARIOUS IDE. Then I head back to bed at 4AM(tried to sleep eventhough I'm not sleepy at all). rofl counting sheep for 30 minutes and poof I was in dreamland again. And finally woke up at 12noon. WHAT IS MY LIFE

buing buing part 3-Opinions and beliefs

2011-11-25T08:51:00.000-08:00

Do you believe in fate/destiny?
Yes, I do believe in them. And this may sounds a bit cliche but I believe everything happens for a reason. We'll find them eventually. It's just a matter of time n__n

What you wish for on 11:11?
haha I don't make a wish upon falling stars or fallen eyelashes or on 11:11.

Do you consider yourself lucky?
Yes, I am def lucky for having so much great things in my life. Super great parents and sister, a place to live in, wonderful friends etc. I whine at times but that doesn't mean I am not being grateful with what I have now. It's just normal, I have my bad days too lol.

Do you believe in aliens or life on other planets?
Hewhew what if I say I don't believe in aliens?

What’s more important to you: strength of the body or strength of the mind?
Strength of mind ofc. You got nothing if you are not brainy enough even if you got super muscled body lol.

How important you think education is?
IMPORTANT VERY VERY SUPER IMPORTANT lol. For obvious reasons, duh.

If you were the president, what would you do?
President of?

If you could change one thing in the world, what would you change?
tsktsk I want SME moves their company near my house so that I can stalk my precious oppas and unnies for every single minutes and feed them with homemade cookies or cheesecake and freely meet them whenever I want and fangirling like there's no tomorrow and make the octopus dance in front of yesung until we see rainbows and unicorns and vomits faildust and and otl wailt

okay t'was a joke. tbh I really want to change the viewpoints of some people that are being racist towards religions. Islam to be exact. I want them to see how beautiful Islam is and their actions in putting the blame on this religion wholely just because of what being done by some asdjkplmrt people for the sake of Islam (like what they said) is totally wrong. So yeah it's pretty much like that. I'm not good in words.

Is it the thought that counts? Or is that phrase circumstantial?
Another tough question woohoo. They are all important act. If you got a great thought but you just keep it by yourself or fail in expressing what you actually want to say with words, so it's pointless. But sometimes we cannot believe in words that much. Some people hide behind their words just to make sure that their true self is not being revealed. oh god what kind of question is this D:

If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do?
Do what a Muslim supposed to do and be with my family till the last second of that 24 hours.

Which movie character do you most identify with and why?
Idk how to answer this question.

buing buing part 2-Music, movies and books

2011-11-25T01:39:00.000-08:00

How often do you listen to music?
everyday everytime every single minute haha

What kind of music you like?
Ballad/Dance (depends on mood)

Do you like to dance?
yesseu! but I'm so fail in dancing orz

What was the first concert/show you attended?
Super Junior's Super Show 3.

Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Oh well yes.

Share a song that takes you to a certain memory in the past:
tbqh there are so many songs that takes me to a certain memories but as this ques just need one song, so I would go with Breathe Easy by Blue (rofl accidentally wrote Breathe Easy by 'Glue' when I'm answering this question haha omg I'm so funny). I remember listening to it like for everyday because it's a hit song back then in 2004. My sister is an avid fan of Blue at that time and like other fangirls, she bought this Blue album and we kept listening to the casette like for every single day just to spazz over Duncan, Anthony, Lee and Simon's voices (WAO I STILL CAN REMEMBER THEIR NAMES o_o). The highlight of the song is Lee's high pitch towards the end of the song when the four of them sings the line "tell me why". Haha you can't imagine how we squealed over that part everytime we listened to that song. This Blue-madness happening during my UPSR year and listening to it now just bring back the memories once again. I remember how I was struggling like mad to get 5A at that time lol. The memory is still vivid in my mind.....the feelings otl *shudders* I still can remember it.

A song that’s been stuck in your head
def All About You by Mcfly. This song keeps playing in my head for these few days orz. It's the song used for the credit part of Invincible Youth Season 1. tsktsk I love this song /so/ much, it makes me remember the good old times that I had when I was watching this variety show few years ago. I miss G7's dorkness ;_; I still think that Invincible Youth Season 1 is the best Korean variety show that I'd ever watch. They won't let you sit still for a second. You'll find yourself dying on the floor at the end of each episodes for laughing so much. Oh god the amount of dorks in this show ide ;_; <3

Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play:
Miss A-Love Alone
DBSK-Keep Your Head Down
Loveholic-Loveholic
Beast-On Rainy Days
Ken Zhu-Qing Tian
Nell-1.03
Seo Taiji & The Boys-I Know
4Men-Baby Baby
Jerry Yan-Only I
F4-Goodbye

A book you want to read/have recently read:
I /really/ want to read the books written by Haruki Murakami rn. She seems to be a good author. But oh well you know how hard it is to find such books here *sigh*

Describe your dream library
Man did I tell you how much I love books? I can get really excited whenever I go to the bookstores. I want my very own library looks like what they have in Harry Potter. The books are everywhere. I'll fill every corners with the books written by my fav authors, from non-fic to fic, biography etc. Sobs just lemme read all the books in this world.

Last movie you just watched
I don't have much keen on watching movies tbh because I would prefer dramas more. Sekali Lagi's the last movie that I watched anyways.

You like watching what type of movies?
Romantic comedy and any movies with sad storyline? lol

buing buing-Favorites

2011-11-24T08:12:00.001-08:00

Something to kill our boredom. Hihi let's answer this tagged post everybunyh!

What is your favorite thing to do?
Eat.

What’s your favorite color?
White.

Your favorite bands/singers?
Super Junior (obviously), Nell, CN Blue, f(x)

What’s your favorite movie?
Secret.

What is your favorite book?
My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult hands down

What is your favorite word?
Don't have any.

What is your least favorite word?
Any cursing words lah.

What is your favorite type of food?
SPICYYYYYYYYYYY I LOVE SPICY FOODS FEED MEH SPICY FOODS

Your favorite ice cream flavour?
CHOCOLATE BCOS EVERYTHING ABOUT CHOCOLATE IS ASDJKLPMNTRWSFGH

What’s your favorite animal?
I don't like animals.

Dogs or cats?
again I don't like animals. (and idk why I always think that cats are dirty ;~; sorry)

What is your favorite flower?
Lily (err but sometimes it can be rose)

What is your favorite season?
waylt Malaysia iz no 4 season sobs. But yeah to answer this question, I'm going to say it's autumn. I always have this unexplainable feelings whenever I watch/read any scenes that involves this season. It's somekind of sad lonely and gloomy feelings but I love it. orz I don't know how to explain this.

What are the top five places you wish you could go before you die?
Mecca (this is a must), Italy (Venice, Rome, Milan the heaven of shops and galleries and Verona where Romeo and Juliet live in and omg every single places in Italy is precious okay I want to travel around Italy someday sobs let this be true pls), Paris (how it feels to sip your tea in a huge France restaurant near the Eiffel Tower in a cold evening while watching the passers-by outside the window? I want to experience it someday), Japan and Korea (note that this is not just because of my obsession over K-pop but I always want to learn their culture, the way of living etc plus South Korea is so damn effin beautiful okay ;_;)

What are four things you can’t live without and why?
Laptop, contacts/glasses, moneyhhh, diary. (yes i still can live without my phone)

What’s your favorite television show?
I don't watch tv that much lately but I gotta say Lizzie McGuire is still one of my fav tv show until now. I used to watch it with my sister every Friday(?) night when we're still in school and hihi that tv show is farney and cute lol. (I love Gordo <3)

Love me like there's no tomorrow.

2011-10-26T07:11:00.000-07:00

Idk what's wrong with him seriously, he keeps on emo-ing lately. After a few tweets about how lonely he is and how he can't wait to go back to that busy city to continue his hectic schedule, he tweeted this; 'love me like there's no tomorrow'. lmao idk whether he's referring to /this/ song or not but uhm just consider he is, shall we? btw the main reason I post this entry is just to tell that I LOVE THIS SONG ASDJKLPMNRATYPLKSJ SO MUCH ffuu, and to think that Jungsoo himself that recommended this song, hihi you can expect how i'm feeling rn n____n

and Jungsoo, don't worry. I always do.

You had to kill the conversation
You always had the upper hand
Got caught in love and stepped in sinking sand
You had to go and ruin all our plans
Packed your bags and you're leaving home
Got a one-way ticket and you're all set to go
But we have one more day together, so

Love me like there's no tomorrow
Hold me in your arms, tell me you mean it
This is our last goodbye and very soon it will be over
But today just love me like there's no tomorrow

I guess we drift alone in separate ways
I don't have all that far to go
God knows I've learnt to play the lonely man
I've never felt so low in all my life
We were born to be just losers
So I guess there's a limit on how far we go
But we only have one more day together, so

Love me like there's no tomorrow
Hold me in your arms, tell me you mean it
This is our last goodbye and very soon it will be over
But today just love me like there's no tomorrow

Tomorrow, God knows just where I'll be
Tomorrow, who knows just what's in store for me
Anything can happen, but we only have one more day together, yeah
Just one more day forever, so

Love me like there's no tomorrow
Hold me in your arms, tell me you mean it
This is our last goodbye and very soon it will be over
But today just love me like there's no tomorrow

So, Love me like there's no tomorrow
Hold me in your arms, tell me you mean it
This is our last goodbye and very soon it will be over
But today just love me like there's no tomorrow

'Because some things need to be taken in slow motion'

2011-10-25T02:42:00.000-07:00

Hi. I just feel the need to share this with all of you as it is so breathtaking and extremely amazing. A fanfic written by Frances; Slow Motion .This writer never failed to impressed me with her works since I know her few months ago. I've been spending my recent two days in front of the laptop reading this so-well written fic, drown in tears and joy in its beautiful plot (which the writer used Kyuhyun and a fictional character named Jin Ri as the main character). People that know me well will know how much I love writing, so most of the time when I have nothing to do, you can find me lurking on livejournal. It helps me to find ideas and gives some motivation to write. Well, reading fics is probably my most favourite things to do next to spazz on Super Junior lol.

This might be the fanfic that I adore the most in my lifetime as a fangirl as the way she portrayed all the things in it are seriously amazing. Kyuhyun-Jin Ri officially became my most loved couple now. Idk how the writter managed to put everything in such a wonderful order. She elaborate the emotions of the characters beautifully until at one point, I can really feel the pain that both of them need to endure. There's only one thing that kept popped out in my mind whenever I read this fic; 'how genius she is to write such piece'. The writter kept making me amazed as most of the line in this story are so inspiritional. It made me thinking. For the record, I love reading sth like this, where people speak in the meaningful language, poetic way etc (yes i'm boring like that).

The link I posted above is her fic on sj-w. So for those who doesn't have an account on sj-w can just go to Frances' Livejournal, which is here : http://airplanewishes.livejournal.com/
as this is the place where she compiled most of her works. Not to mention, her other fics are also amazing. Her drabbles sometimes left me crying as she really, I repeat, really knows how to surface a feeling.

Let me leave all of you with one of my favourite line from Slow Motion

everyone fight for love, because it is worth,
because, in the end, love is and will always be enough

sidenotes:
1. I love reading her fluff fics the most. Especially when it comes to CheesyKyu. It makes me giddy tbh /faceplam

2. I grew fond of Jin Ri and Kyuhyun in the time I was reading this fic. Sigh, I already miss them now :(

3. This fic has a sequel (Between Sunrise and Sunset ).Read. I promise that you'll never regret it.

O_O

2011-10-24T07:20:00.000-07:00

'Forward is Jung SooJung, backward is also Jung SooJung. Remember that'

Yay it's Krystal Jung's birthday! Did I tell you how much I adore this girl? Hihi so I've been an avid fan of this girl since 2009, apparently a few months after f(x)'s debut stage. I've seen her working her ass off in these past two years. From skating, singing her heart out for fans, acting, doing sports etc. Heol I'll never forget seeing her fainted on stage while performing Mr Boogie somewhere on 2010 due to fatigueness. It makes me feel like a big sister that watching her lil sister growing up! lol

She made me realised that there are still so many things that need to be done in this life. If you work hard for what are you chasing, you'll get it. Just be dependant and don't be afraid of anything that might come in your way.

Happy 17th birthday, my Princess Jung SooJung :)

haha the reason why I put such title for this entry is...... o_o is Krystal's favourite emoticon! hihi

Officially 19.

2011-10-17T05:51:00.000-07:00

Celebrated my 19th birthday few days ago ; Oct 13. No cake or grand celebration but I did feel so loved by the people around me. Classmate sang me a birthday song right after I wrapped up my speech for the public speaking on that day and some people that I never expected to remember the date, did greet me with their wishes on that particular date. It feels so awesome. I have no word to say how grateful I am to have this people around me.

Once again, thank you.

"Do it do it"

2011-09-26T11:13:00.000-07:00

asdjklpmntropnbdrtplketadht A-Cha MV is out. Hyperventilates at 2.15 am and I cannot freaking screaming because everyone's asleep and I supposed to be in bed few hours ago because I got class at 7.45 am tomorrow and fyi i just came back to see this world again after 3 days of fever omg screw my life man. Super Junior is so distracting sighhhhh what is life anyway.

just a random post because I'm too lazy to login to twitter and spazz there k thankbye good morning btw i love you malaysia

Farewell for now.

2011-08-29T10:56:00.000-07:00

'If we love each other, if we really love each other
then someday we will meet again, when I am able to give you happinesss
Lets just cry for a little bit, for a moment lets just cry.
Even though it hurts, goodbye. For you, goodbye'
-Seoshee,Kim Heechul 2008

I know this time will come,but i didn't expect it will be too soon.Frankly,I did cry when I watched his last performance yesterday evening.Watching him standing there during the encore stage,giving his speech,fingers intertwining with his bestfriend's who's obviously already lose it all at that moment really makes me wonder when will I get to see this again.Kim Heechul standing together with Super Junior...........will that time come again?It hurts to see how he tried his hard to hold back his tears like that.But that's Kim Heechul.He hates to cry in front of others.

I can slowly accept the fact that he's still going to go at the end of the day.I'm a bit calmer now I guess,not like what happened few days ago when the official announcement of his enlistment being made.Devastated.Yes,that's a great word to show how I feel that day.My first time crying over someone that doesn't even know me at all in real life.I bet all my friends will be like 'eww' and 'who's this psychotic obsessive fangirl?sorry idk her' if they see me at that time.Tears flow like mad lol.

I know this is not going to be the last.ELF still need to send another 10 guys after Heechul.I have no more choice other than ignoring all the heartpain they bring./sigh/ If it hurts this much because of Heechul,idk what will happen when it's Jungsoo's turn soon.

To my dearest Kim Heechul,I respect your desicion.Go and serve for your country,make us proud.2 years is just a short period of time,right?I will eat well,study hard,live happily with your memories within that period.And when the time come for you to be discharged,we will be by your side,welcoming you back to the family.Please be healthy and don't ever change.I want to see the same Kim Heechul in 2 years.Kim Heechul that just keep being himself in whatever situations,Kim Heechul that got this diva vibe but has an unconditional love for all his dongsaengs,Kim Heechul that all this while dedicated himself being a pillar to Park Jungsoo,his favourite hyung.Kim Heechul that we know and love.Please come back safely.I love you.

2 years or forever,I will be waiting for you to come back.

Shoot all the bluejays you want but remember, it's a sin to kill a mockingbird.

2011-07-25T09:48:00.000-07:00

"I think I'll be a clown when I get grown," said Dill. "Yes, sir, a clown. There ain't one thing in this world I can do about folks except laugh, so I'm gonna join the circus and laugh my head off." "You got it backwards, Dill," said Jem. "Clowns are sad, it's folks that laugh at them." "Well, I'm gonna be a new kind of clown. I'm gonna stand in the middle of the ring and laugh at the folks." -Harper Lee, To Kill a Mockingbird

You Only Live Once

2011-06-24T20:48:00.000-07:00

Dream what you want to dream,

Be what you want to be,

Go wherever you want to go,

Do what you want to do,

Because you only have

one chance to do it in your life,

And you only live once.

-The Strokes (You Only Live Once)

HB,Ryeonggu :)

2011-06-20T11:40:00.000-07:00

김려욱 생일 축하해요 !
♥

how are you?

2011-06-20T11:37:00.000-07:00

it's 2.37 AM now.

..and i'm missing everyone.

baby Krystal Jung

2011-06-04T09:01:00.000-07:00

i have this hugeeeeee crush on her.

sobs her hair,her eyes,her lipseu,her s-body line,her voice,her everything.it's all freaking pwetty and perfect.and the best part is she's 2 years younger than me.orz this girl you look so matured /bricked

kbye

hal biasa terjadi time holiday

2011-06-04T08:54:00.000-07:00

holiday dah nak habis.and i'm not doing anything yet.the books are still in my pink backpack since the first day i'm home.otl i think i have a serious laziness syndrom *sigh*

i've planned to do so much things during this holiday but it's all gone now hurhurr.Mandarin pun entah tercampak ke mana taktaulahhhh

can i just dissapear like a bubble?

2011-06-04T08:49:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA

2011-05-16T13:15:00.000-07:00

i knew them for almost 3 years okay.and it's not just started since 4-5 months ago or during this 'Kpop madness' in Malaysia or since sorry sorry being played on Era or Hot FM or Klasik Nasional or whatsoever.i've been an avid fan of them for these past few years.lol some people just trying to make me mad.

Super Show 3 Live in Malaysia

2011-05-16T12:43:00.000-07:00

it's going to be a loooong story so i guess i should shorten it a bit.okay i'll skip some parts that i consider as not-that-important hehe :)

sapphire blue sea :')

i started my so-called journey to meet the boys on march 18 with Amani and Ama.We stayed somewhere in Shah Alam together with Ama's sister.Amani and me planned to go to the stadium a bit early as we bought the rockpitt tickets and we need to queu first.but things not going smoothly and we just managed to arrive there at 12 PM and there's already a loooongg queu of fans with the rockpitt tix.

The whole thing was awesome.Sapphire Blue was everywhere.Fanclubs were trying their best to make sure all fans take part in their fanproject by giving a lot of free stuff including banners and photocards(this is what i like the most.lots of free stuff babyyyy)

I remembered i was going all crazy once the banner of Leeteuk and Henry arrived.sobs the feeling i can't even explain it.

Eip i missed a lot actually.I was not there when SJ arrived and entered the stadium.lol i was in the ladies.all i can hear is the fans' hysterical screams.I was q-ing since 1 pm and it's raining real bad at 3.The situations became tensed with all the fans kept pushing each other plus sj kept appearing and teasing us by waving from inside the stadium T.T

oh i remember the time we're all wet soaked in rain,there's one girl that distributed some photocards of sj members.Amani and me were like already giving up during that time and we just took w/ever they gave to us.idk what's gotten into us but one thing that i remember was we're all screamed like mad once we got a KyuMin's photocard (rofl now I knew we're all KyuMin's shipper at heart.she didn't bother to tell me about this before haha)

we managed to enter the stadium at 4.30 pm and they played SJ's songs all the time we're waiting for the show to start.The best part is all the fans were singing together to the songs and we even did some waves,cheering,fanchants etc :))

the stadium went dark at 6 and the only thing that i could see is a Sapphire Blue ocean made by all the lighsticks of the fans.I swear it was so beautiful and all this while i was hoping real bad to experience this ocean even for once in my life.and boom,it's already became a reality now :')

the first person to appear on stage was Donghae.He was held by a rope and stayed above us for a few minutes before a round thingy block or whatever you call them slowly held up and there you go,sj-members in that block,kneeling.the first person that i saw was Leeteuk ;_; He was kneeling right in front of me,with that serious and focusing face.i can't really describe what i felt at that time because i was too amazed that I thought he's some kind of doll or w/ever and for a few seconds i was thinking 'where's the real members?' and hoping for them to pop out from nowhere because the one that was already in front of me at that very moment were too perfect idek ;_; i'm not saying this to exaggerate things but they're real perfect.flawless and all.

the whole show was daebak,and i lost my voice that night for screaming too much.My personal favourite part of the concert is definitely during Leeteuk's solo stage.He was on piano,wearing suits and singing to Wang Lee Hom's Kiss Goodbye.This song is my all time favourite from Lee Hom and i guess you can expect what had happened to me once he sang that song.My ultimate bias singing to my favourite song while playing the piano right in front of me oh god i got goosebump just by thinking of this.His voice was so soothing that i nearly cried when all the fans sing along with him.I swear it's awesome.real awesome ;_; the concert ended at 10pm and the photobook that we made...err we forgot to give it to them during the concert because we're too busy spazzzing.but yeah,we throw it onto the stage when the concert already ended (with a hope that staffs will collect all the presents and give it to the boys hurhurr)

but i think Leeteuk hates me.He came to my pitt just for..3/4 times?sobs my ultimate bias.waylt ;_;

there's a lottttttt of things that i want to share actually but i know this will make you bored.well then,have some pitcasss guys :)

lol that proud and wide smile in front of Henry's banner.i love this guy okay,and he just doesn't deserve all the hatred thrown by some fans to him T.T

evil magnae :))

banner from 4Yesung.

goodbye ss3 and hello ss4 :')

2011-05-07T10:20:00.000-07:00

so tonight is the last stop for the super show 3 which is in vietnam.seeing all the updates on twitter and tumblr just made my heart sank a bit.idk,the memories of previous ss3 malaysia is still vivid in my mind.eip we should say goodbye to ss3 guys.no more new pics of flying teuk and ming during no other after this.also half naked siwon at the end of the concert plus lady hee hee and shinyonce and that sexy body wave of EunHae and and Ming and drummist Hae and everything okay lol

now i'm super duper excited for ss4 and the 5th album!

i speak sarcasm

2011-04-27T12:33:00.000-07:00

kepada semua reporter Berita Harian,

jom semua ke Putrajaya 28 Mei ni.mari tengok remaja Malaysia fanatik kpop bunuh diri ramai-ramai kat sana.

All hail Macbeth!All hail Macbeth!

2011-04-27T12:26:00.002-07:00

i've been busy with college lately.they're going to make a dramatization for Macbeth at TER this coming May.lol i joined the make up team for the dramatization together with other girls /it's okay you can laugh now

hey guys

2011-04-27T12:26:00.001-07:00

so i got to see them 1 month ago.i can't say i remember everything that happened on that night because frankly,i don't.i spazzed too much during the concert and there are only some things that i can remember.it must be one of the most beautiful day for me as this is what i'm craving for in these past 3 years.it's finally came true as i got to meet them this close ;_;

i'll share it here once i have the time to write it up.for the time being,lemme recall what had happened on that night first.hehe :))

this is so true i'm going to cry ;_;

2011-04-27T12:07:00.000-07:00

That painful feeling that you are so in love with your bias and yet you will realize, “He’s an idol and I’m just a fan.” We are only connected with the help of the internet and you’re in a non-existing relationship. Then what’s worse is that your real life friends will call you crazy and even laugh at you for being delusional. So in the end you will end up going online to meet the people who can only understand you and what you really feel.

ape hal

2011-03-10T03:06:00.000-08:00

for the last time,RITS is messing with ELF.
pfft 15% discount?bende macam ni patut buat mase pre sale lah wey.some people didn't even eat lunch to buy the tix.okay sabar pedot.

I'M GOING TO THROW A TANTRUM

2011-02-18T20:52:00.000-08:00

STUFID FANCLUB!
pfft

today.

2011-02-18T19:37:00.000-08:00

i'm sitting in front of my laptop since this morning after just a few hours of sleep.no i don't have insomnia.this is worse than that.i'm NERVOUS waiting for the updates from my friend that is in charge of buying me the Super Show 3 ticket at the pre-sale today.She waited at Sungei Wang since 12 midnight and if you think 4AM is already too early to queu and fight for the tix,you're so wrong sweethearts.There are already so much people camping near the counters since 7PM yesterday.i'm hoping the best for her as she said late comers suddenly came from everywhere, crowding the place and just cutting the line.i need my ss3 ticket so please make things run smoothly /cries

bored is my middle name.

2011-01-18T20:47:00.000-08:00

Regret Something You Did In The Past? yes.i got so much regret with my past.but don't worry i kept looking forward now.

Country You Wanna Visit: Honah Lee?

Like Thunderstorms? no T.T

R U A Health Freak? not really.i just eat and do what i want.really need to change this -.-"

U Think Ur Attractive? i'm a bit unconfident with myself.but yeah,God create us with our own specialities.be grateful.

Do You Believe In Yourself? sometimes.HAHA

Wanna Get Married? yes yes.and have a lottt of children.haha

Wanna Go To College? i'm a college student now.

Shower Daily? for sureeee.

Do U Hate Anyone? er.

Can You Unwrap A Starburst W/ Your Tongue? what is starbust?

Do You Think You Can Sing? nooo

Can You Open You Eyes Underwater? don't sure about this.need to try it out first.

Eat Whatever And Not Worry? yes that's me.

Can You Whistle? i can't whistle T.T

Can You Walk In High Heels? yes.

Do You Sleep W/ The Light On? no.sleeping with the light on can easily make your skin wrinkles.haha

Do You Like Super Spicy Foods? homaigosh i LOVE spicy food.

Can You Multitask? people said i can't.and i don't think i can multitask too.

Touch Your Nose W/ Your Tongue? weyyy no i can't

Can You Fit In Your Locker? yes.

If You Could Wish 4 Anything…What Would You Wish? i want to be a part of sapphire blue ocean this year.this is not a joke.i'm going to do everything just to meet the boys.even begging my parents to allow me going there *pathetic fangirl life*

What Kind Of Perfume Or Colone Do You Wear? i just use johnson's baby cologne (summer swing).

What Kind Of Soap Do You Use? that johnson's pH 5.5

Would You Choose To Live Forever If You Could? no.i don't want to continue my life alone as everyone around me will be gone someday.

yes i will

2011-01-09T00:01:00.000-08:00

My own someday daughter, when you approach me, already stung, stained with insecurity. Begging..”Mom, will I be pretty? Will I be pretty?” I will wipe that question from your mouth like cheap lipstick and answer, “NO.” “The word ‘pretty’ is unworthy of everything you will be and no child of mine will be contained in five letters. You will be pretty intelligent, pretty creative, pretty amazing, but you will never be merely pretty.

sobbing

2011-01-01T09:19:00.000-08:00

homaigod.I found this one fabolous site.They got SJ Foresight episode 1 to 3 english subbed.okay read my lips "E-N-G-L-I-S-H S-U-B-B-E-D".this is heaven.I spent all my time this holiday looking for this show with eng sub.and I just found out that site a few minutes ago..such a perfect time when I need to go back to college tomorrow morning and I know I won't get a chance to watch it there because the internet connection is so damn 'awesome' that i'm feeling so fly like a G6.i need to wait for another 1 week.but but i reallllllyyyy want to watch it T.T

huuu why should i suffer like this? ;___;

college is a big no-no

2011-01-01T08:40:00.000-08:00

i'm going back to college tomorrow morning T.T not done with packing yet but i think i'll go straight to sleep after this.huarghhhhh this feeling ;__; idek

heart attack on new year's eve

2010-12-31T10:14:00.000-08:00

kpopflash hates me so I can't livestream MBC Gayo Daejun tonight.The only part i could watch-when After School performed with their newest member.And oh oh,there's one of their members playing the guitar while performing 'Bang!'oh my god it was SO COOL! i can't even breathe! but I heard SJ once again did a great job.they're wearing PILOT OUTFITS.guys,it's PILOT OUTFIT.okay i'm going to die.I wanna fly with SUJU AIR AND ALL THESE COOL PILOTS~~ I saw Leeteuk's photos for tonight perf on tumblr.tsk tsk T.T he is so distracting with a guyliner.what should i do with my life?he's getting hotter these days T.T

i know no one will bother theirself reading my post so bye bye i'm going to stop here.good night and happy new year! *self firework*

p/s:hey i forgot to wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SJ'S AEGYO KING-LEE SUNGMIN!keep on being osm Minnie *hugs*

it's 20 freaking 11 guys!

2010-12-31T09:42:00.000-08:00

sorry but i'm a bit excited about this.hehe.just like usual,everybody will make their own new year's resolution.okay just follow the flow.haha.

i'm going to study harder T.T
be a good daughter,sister,student and friend.
try to be more socialize with people
i won't let my roomate manipulate myself again.
i want a pair of new jeans.that SPAO jeans is so damn gorgeous.tsk tsk want T.T
i really hope that i'll get to minimize my onlining time because lately i've been such an internet freak and what did I do is just onlining 24/7 .wailt? T.T
i don't want to make a promise or hopes or whatsoever that i'll stop myself from spazzing too much or acting such a retarded kid whenever I came across the word 'kpop'.because i know i won't stop myself from all this and yeah i'll continue spazzing like mad and become such a butthurt fan because i'm cool like that.THAHAHA

too much hotness.i'm not going to survive this breathe in breathe out

2010-12-30T09:28:00.000-08:00

bila sampai waktu waktu macam ni lah rasa nak buat tumblr yang kpop-based.tsk tsk T.T

seriously I have no one to share this craziness.People know i'm a fan of Super Junior but they don't know i'm actually OBSESSED over them.I livestreamed SBS Gayo Daejun last night and waited patiently for nearly 4 hours just for 5 minutes perfomance by them.but no worries,its worth the wait.yeah i experienced incoherent thinking for a while and Leeteuk's smirk during that perf kept haunting me until now.I really thought this perf is their best perf for this year but..

few minutes ago,I livestreamed KBS Music Festival and once again I thought i'm gonna go crazy.just imagine all ELF stand up when they're performing and everyone chanting non-stop.its like a great shocking things watching their unbelieve perf last night and i'm not yet recover from that traumatic experience and there you go,another perf that makes me spazzing like mad.oh god i wanna scream when all the pics and gifs(lots of gif O.O.I mean it!) for tonight perf already spreading all over tumblr rn.everybody go crazy tonight.idek T.T need to stabilize my mind now.

anddddd tomorrow,there's another show to watch.MBC Gayo Daejun.and I heard there'll be a shooting scene between 2PM Miss A and SJ f(x).fffffuuuuuuu.what is this what is this?i'm going to livestream it tomorrow night.just pray for me i'll be back with a coherent mind and can continue blogging like usual.

terpikir nak buat tumblr kpop-based tapi takut jap gi lagilah xtido kejenye spazzing sampai pagi T_____T tuhan,apa sudah jadi dgn diri aku?tsk tsk TT.TT

the right track

2010-12-30T05:42:00.000-08:00

SCREAMMMMMM AT THE LAPTOP SCREEN

2010-12-23T09:25:00.000-08:00

2 freaking AM right now and i'm sitting here,hyperventilating and got a huge urge to scream but i can't because everybody's sleeping so the easiest way is to write it all here.haha

one of my friend posted a video of Sungmin's cut in the 'President' drama in fb.I knew he played as a president's son in that drama but I'm not that excited to watch it before.so I just buffered that video while i'm browsing some of Jay's thingy in other sites.Did I tell you that i'm head over heels with Jay right now?haha because he's so damn amazing when he's in SM The Ballad.

Then after a while,I watched that video and I was like O.o wao!is that really our Minnie?He's good in acting!I know I need to watch this drama! and after a while spazzing over Sungmin,there's a new character in that video.He looks familiar..and I felt like screaming when I realise he's actually Jay that is also acting in this drama.

and the latest news I heard is,Yesung will be collaborating with f(x) Luna to sing the OST for this drama.ok I know this is crazy.Double splendid right?haha

no kidding,i'll buy the DVD soon.god god this is so freaking amazing and i'm so excited right now and i'm seeing unicorn and birds flying in my room and i'll dance till morning and i'll make sure that i'll wake my family up to tell them about this because i'm cool like that.haha

5 songs you need to listen before 2010 ends

2010-12-19T16:22:00.000-08:00

1.Hot Times by SM The Ballad
A perfect song in showing their vocal strengthness.They sang it flawlessly but I
really think Jjong need to minimize his 'yelling' part *i don't know what do you call that
part -.-" *and the best thing is..Kyuhyun rap in this song.now tell me where else can you hear him rapping?haha small things like this always make me excited *pathetic fangirl life*but all in all,this song is totally amazing.I give 6 stars out of 5 and you can just ignore the fact that i dead
when Jay said 'hey!' at the beginning of its music video.

2.Don't Lie by SM The Ballad ft Henry Lau
another great song from this group.I got hooked when I heard this song for the first time.And
of course,the rapping part by Henry is the highlight here.gosh I really hope they make
a music video for this song or sing it in live perfomances.I have a high expectation for this song
but you know people are always being biased towards Henry so yeah..

3.My Ear's Candy by Baek Ji Young ft Taecyeon of 2PM
ok I know this song can't be categorised as a new song.pathetic me is always a lil bit
behind ;__; I never knew Taec's voice is so manly.I'm not a big shipper of 2PM so I can't
really tell who's who in their song.This song proved me that Taec actually got a great
voice to spazzed about. and oh,the lyrics too..its fun hearing them sang this part :

Saranghae
I love you
Wo ai ni
Te quiero

4.With U by After School
I don't know who sang this part-'every day every single night' at the beginning of this song but
I think it was Kahi.I pictured Nicole Scherzinger whenever I listen to that part.dont know why
-.-" I told you,After School is not just an average girl group.They got voices.After School's
ballad songs always have a special place in my heart.HAHA

5.All My Heart by SJ
haha can't leave this.SJ's song is a must.The lyrics is written by Leeteuk
(guys,L.E.E.T.E.U.K.how cool is that?LOL) and the music is composed by Henry Lau.It is
from their 4th album and i'm not being biased or whatsover as it was written by the
leader,but this song is really O.o yeah I raped the replay button when I listen to this song
because their voices are just so soothing and beautiful homaigod I think i'm gonna die.

haishhhh

2010-12-16T21:22:00.000-08:00

...

When I Fall

2010-12-04T05:14:00.000-08:00

After School-When I Fall
I never get tired listening to this song.Kahi's voice is beautiful :))

nothing to do

2010-12-01T22:40:00.000-08:00

i'll kill my time this holiday by reading all this novels :))

The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold

My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult

and here's the novel that I'd been searching for a long time :

The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks

cacat tanpa hidayah-Mu.

2010-11-11T09:00:00.000-08:00

I don't have any idea how to start this.This thing kept wandering in my mind this week.Sorry,frankly it was already there since six or five months ago.I want to change.I felt something whenever I saw Musleem women with jilbab.The feeling of secure.

I never tell anyone about this but a few days ago I told one of my friend about my intention.Just seeking her opinion and advices.

'You better take the chance if you've got the call to do it.Afraid it will not come ever again'

yes,she said that.

and before this I questioned the same thing to other friend.But the answer is not that supportive.

'Just wear it if you want.But I know it won't be long.With our situation and surroundings,I doubt you will stay forever like that'

..I have the intention to do it.but i'm afraid I'm not istiqamah in doing this.Seriously,I don't want that to happen.

pathetic.

2010-10-24T08:51:00.000-07:00

so,I got a chance to make a video call via facebook to my former roomate in Kedah Matriculation College (KMK) few minutes ago.They were all gathered up on a bed,grinning and each of them tried their best to be in front.Gosh it was chaotic.We were laughing and make stupid jokes for a while before the line was off.Problems occured.And there you go..I'm completely felt down and all my happiness shattered.

Demi Allah,aku sangat sangat rindu pada mereka.Until I felt like crying seeing those faces just now.

*down to top* Nabilah,Fitrah(roomate),Yana,Togeh(roomate),Aliah(roomate),Munirah(my classmate & also the girl in front of my room)

I feel so lost at times.

2010-10-24T00:53:00.000-07:00

I just sat still on sajadah after having my Zuhur prayer on a hectic sunday.It was a quiet evening with no one can be heard walking at the corridor or voices that shouting and laughing as usual.Looking that I had already done my prayer,my roomate turn up the volume of the songs that she was listening.You come to me by Sami Yusof then playing slowly in my room.And suddenly I felt weird.I felt like I had lost something.With all the assignments,classes and busy life I'm living today until sometimes I can barely sleep,I tend to forget about Him.I forgot that I still have Allah to share all my problems.I forgot that He will listen to me whenever I'm tired with what I'm doing.I wanna cry but the tears won't come out.

I want to be in His embrace once again.
I want to feel the feeling of being loved by Him once again.

O Allah,please keep my faith.

redhalah.

2010-10-12T06:09:00.000-07:00

tiga bulan mencuba,masih belum dapat melihat rasionalnya keputusan ini yg aku ambil dulu.tuhan.semua ini bukan untuk 5 tahun ini sahaja tapi untuk selama-lamanya.

sabarlah hati,mungkin ada hikmahnya.

don't know don't care.

2010-07-30T09:12:00.000-07:00

ok first,my roomate ran away so I need to stay alone for the whole semester.Tomorrow is a holiday but still,I need to go to the classes.Its still early but everybody already going to sleep and I don't feel like to.I'm not in the doing-assignment-mood but I remember one thing.I didn't do my Math's assignment yet and I knew the lecturer will collect the work tomorrow.The LDV's lecturer told us to complete our ISL folder by this week and I'm just sitting here with a blank face and an empty folder.The group work and presentation is getting too much day by day.GREAT.

let's watch Invincible Youth now.

double splendid

2010-06-27T08:37:00.000-07:00

finally :))

hehe

maafkan saya,mak dan ayah.

2010-04-12T08:04:00.000-07:00

bil internet bulan ni naik-mencanak-dgn-penuh-menggila.

..dan,kenapa tiba-tiba saya rasa bersalah?

-.-"

yes,him!

2010-04-05T07:42:00.000-07:00

dorky-bad-boy rapper : ELI

too hot to resist.

gimme your money!

2010-03-31T21:54:00.000-07:00

OK.I want this.

SPM result

2010-03-11T18:07:00.000-08:00

Tahniah untuk semua rakan-rakan atas kejayaan dlm SPM.

semoga kejayaan masih milik kita pada masa hadapan.

Insyaallah :)

Saya bayangkan saya di dlm kelas sdg bljr Al-Quran dan Sunah ketika ini..

2010-02-23T21:09:00.000-08:00

rindu r Kak Ton dgn Haji Mokhtar.

and now I can't breathe

2010-02-19T19:48:00.001-08:00

tell me,what is more breath-taking than using Sungmin as your desktop background?Ha-ha

Not less than 2 weeks,I think SPM result will be out.No,I can't go on with this.This feeling is killing me.I'm nervous to death right now.

Monster

2010-02-10T17:43:00.000-08:00

.